I Miss Her

I was on Skype with Margaux yesterday and the bloody video got cut off halfway and sent the Angel into a panic and when the video came back on moments later, she was already crying her heart out.

last night she called out for me in her sleep, and later her mother found her sobbing alone on the staircase asking her mother to ‘find’ me on the computer, like I live in computer..

It’s heartbreaking, really, more so when she is not someone who shows affection too often and too easily.

I miss her very, very much.

I hope she forgives me.